I've recently made a vast discovery in my life. I've always loved the song 'Always and Never' by Coheed and Cambria, but I never really knew why. Just tonight, those words, (Always and Never) showed me their real meaning, even though it was there all along. I feel foolish, to have not noticed it, but that's aside from the point. I'm working on a piece of literature, probably will end up being poetry, as of now, that explains the meaning. I'm hoping to be able to finish it by morning, which gives me a few hours, at the least. It's great to have found this, and it makes me feel a little better knowing it was there all along.. I just needed the right moment to discover it in such context that was meant to be. Also, for those of you, who even read this, you will have noticed my vast amount of deviations added. I've been building up for a while, and it was time to just load them already, so I did it. I've been trying to work on some more literature too, but writer's block has had the worst of me for a while. Although now, I've been feeling some things that I think will help me write again, for a while at least. And for once, anger has not been my inspiration to write, but the greatness of like, and what I hope to be, the end of that which holds me back. It makes no sense for anyone else, but me, really, but that's okay. My mind is an inter-twisted place, and it's hard to make sense of it all, even for me sometimes. I hope I can pour it into words, and onto paper. Wish me luck!